It's almost four years now since my wife left us. I'm always trying to give my daughter the life that she deserves. It's always a work in progress. Sooner or later I have to find a suitable mother for her. Living with us two will be a very hard task. We fight a lot and as you might have guessed, I always lose. I'm childish in a sense that even now I still play video games and watches cartoons. I had a pretty good life as a kid that's why I'm doing my best to provide my daughter the same. I admit I can't do it all, I still need a partner to help me raise her. My ex-wife isn't what you might call a mother material. She left me and Skye just when she was turning four years young. We haven't heard from her ever until recently. I know she went to Japan to pursue her dreams and who am I to deny her of that? My ex-wife, Mina, and I had gone through lots of hard times. I had loved her with everything and that's something I rarely give. As you may know by now, I am devastated how life turns out for us. All I have of her is a note, which was given to me the day she left, saying how much she loves me and that she'll come back to us. Fours years have passed and not a single word from her until recently that is. I found out that she's now living with a man and I can't help myself but cry. All these years, hoping one day she'll came back, have been all for nothing. I rejected reality for something I know wouldn't be mine again. Not only did I found out that she's with someone new, I also found out that she's now a completely different person. The once loving and caring person I knew changed into a greedy and materialistic bitch. I don't like to use that word but that's the only way I can describe her. She doesn't care anymore, even for her own daughter. I want to believe that it's only a nightmare and I will soon wake up, but who am I kidding. I have spent the last four years delusional, even neglecting my personal happiness for what? For someone who have lost their way? No, I can't do this no more.Tomorrow is Skye's birthday and I plan to make it the happiest. I'll throw a party for her and give her the toy she's been wanting for. Tomorrow will be the greatest day ever!
